ayer

Went to work. While at work, aileen visited and i fixed the laptop! (:
Was super boreed, apparently baby phat makes scrubs, ate chips, aileen left.
Went home, connected internet so my mom could facebook -___- took a quick shower, then met up with aileen at vg. on-time-fail, boots-fail, christmas shopping-fail, foothill-fail, active-fail, rite aid ice cweam- SUCCESS!, snugglie-fail, AMC/edwards-fail, line-fail. too many fails in one night.

Aileen and I met up with Jerome, Oliver, Alex, and Kevin to go watch Avatar 3-D. What's the difference between 3-D and 3-D the IMAX experience? Some viet woman came up to us and was like "Are you guys vietnamese?" and we're like no, but she wanted one of us to pretend she was our mom so she could get ahead and save seats. Avatar was pretty gooood! then got McDonalds, the guy at drive through thought Aileen was cute, so we got an extra cheeseburger. LOL. Went back to Aileens, ate&chilled, went home, slept.

(:

i wishhh

I love the song and dancing.
I need to go back to studio, too bad klda closed :/
Now i gotta find a new one.

This weekend was niceee.
Saw ML fridaay, saw my cousins saturdaay.
I love watching FailBlogs and Bad Girls Club with them!
but Natalie's bossyass on Bad Girls Club is annoying, "I RUN LA I RUN LA I RUN LA!"
no, you don't, shuttup.

Finals this week, and almost done christmas shopping!
I'm finished wrapping presents for people at school, well almost.

&i made a tumblr, but that's a fail for me.
(:

This week is breezin by.

I'm enjoying the break from the heat. I realized how busy dance makes me when i learned that Tim and Tony don't go to my school anymore, and that i just became dumber. I can feel my grades slippin too.

I love my mom for being one of my supporters, even though i know she only came because she had to volunteer. But, thanks. Its nice to know i have at least one person who comes to my dance shows for me, even if they have to. It sucks to know that my father and brother haven't seen me dance since i was in ballet, which was when i was around four or five, and lived in new york. They'd never know if i was goood or bad. I know i'm not the best dancer, but having family or friends to support me would be nice, maybe give me more confidence. It does hurt to finish the show, and to not have anyone to say hi to after, and to not have friends or family there saying congratulations.:/

Well now, i need to stop procrastinating, finish my homework for once this week,
and study for chemistry.

disneyland

with dance company was amazingly fun and amazingly tiring.
December 4, 2009
The day went like this:
Kayla and i showed up all extra bright and early to take our math test during zero period. :/
We ran a little behind schedule which led us to cutting in line in the tram.
Had a morning mile, running for the ticket booth to Toontown in five minutes.
Then walked to the backstage of Disney, heard stories of how the person who plays Tinkerbell during the parade is a guy, cus, you see that kinda stuff backstage.
Walked to the dressing room, changed into first costume, picture, rehearsed a little.
Then we got our duffel bags, and went on that journey to the backstage of Carnation Plaza, in a single file line.
Got ready for first dance, then we were out, performed, little asian kid that was dancing in the audience kept me from keeping a scary face during thriller,LOLOLOLOL.
Fast costume changes, six dances, show was done!
Went back on that long journey to the dressing room, we changed, went back on that long journey in a single file line to the dressing room.
Changed, got our disney performance shirts, then finally got to go adventure and gallavant around disney!
Pizza port was closed :/
but got some other delicious food.
went on rides.
did some shabooyahs with nina's gun and ba-lom-da-la-womp, or whatever she says.
Rode thunder mountain five times.
Three times with us turning around, until the guy said at mid-ride, "FACE FOWARD AT ALL TIMES" lol, whooops.
Splash mountain after sunset, getting soaked -___- which took a few hours to dry up.
Annoying kids saying, "You're gunna get wet, shoulda got PANCHOSPANCHOSPANCHOS!"
Nina tryyna hold her self back from those kids.
Princess Tiana on a boat.
Asthma attacks.
Eating delicious clam chowder when it was nippy outside.
Bus ride home with everyone on their own seat,knocked out.
Got home at midnight, showered, sleep.
Sore feeet.
no pwincess jasmine :(



Saturday:
Woke up at eight, went to work, went home, decided to go to some party with my mama for food, but she compared us to Lindsay Lohan, cus she parties with her mom -__-
my mom was like, oh there'll be a "teenage party" cus she said her friend had teens, i didn't care, i wanted food. but anyway, turnsout my mom's idea of teens are people over 20. and i guess her idea of a teenage party is a drinking party, lol, but whatevs i didn't mind. Left around 11, still pretty tired from disney, got home,shower,slept.


Sunday:
Set up the Christmas tree with my mommy(:
Met up with Krista at the mall to go Christmas shopping.
Spent around five hours and 90 $$$ at the mall :/
but its okaay, they're gifts for other people(:
Went to target, dollar tree, saw Charles and his girlfriend, then went to Krista's to see her CUTE DOG! and eat dinner,
now i'm home, i needa study and do homework and organize my duffel bag for dance.

Monday: dress rehearsal til 6
Tuesday:dance show at Etiwanda
Wednesday::dance show at Etiwanda

COME!

k, byee

Thanksgiving break

was nice. Filled with eating, sleeping, foil, videogames,surprises, okay weather,truths, overthinking, different hair style, and catching up with friends.
I'm very thankful for the life and people in it, even though sometimes i take it all for granted. Most thankful for my mama, i'm glad you're still breathing because i don't know what i'd be doing without you, my father, for still loving me, even though i'm always mean to you, my brother, because i can always talk to you and you do weird things to make me laugh, my bestfriends, because we may not always talk, but we're still always there for each othere, and the person i once called my biffel, because i can tell you more things than i can tell my bestfriends sometimes.
Now that breaks over, two weeks & a day of school + three days of finals.

Tuesday, Dec. 1: Kevin's Birthday
Friday,Dec. 4: Disneyland w/dance; come watch us dance because no ones going to be at Disney, at 11:30 a.m. on a Friday(:
Monday, Dec. 7: Dress Rehearsal
Tuesday&Wednesday, Dec. 8-9: Winter Dance Show
Tu,We,Th, Dec. 15-17: Finals
Friday, Dec. 18: Winter break starts, i think.
Thursday, Dec. 24: Christmas Eve
Friday, Dec. 25: Christmas Day
Thursday, Dec. 31:New Years Eve, last day of 2009.

Time to read the 120 pages of the Scarlet Letter, like i was supposed to over break:/
anddd Aileen Delgado, i miss you, we still need to hang out!

it's

too hot for the holidays.

makin

myself look stupid.
:/

:/

My ring like this broke:

:(

So can someone get me this?:

NOV07'09

So, today's been one of the most boring days i've had in a while.
Woke up early, got ready, then went to work.
Did some homework, one customer kept asking me
"When are you gunna get more uniforms?" every five minutes.
The kind old man who always visits kinda lectured me on why i study,
I learned that wanting to go to college, which makes me study, is selfish.
If you'd like to know why, i'll let you know!
Then he asked me, if i give you a bible will you read it. I said, yeaaah.
So he leaves for a while, and comes back with a brand new bible, and he leaves a little note inside.
Once i got home, i slept a little, watched some Ed, Ed, and Eddy, cut split ends, trim my nails, and do other things to waste time, like this blog.
So now its midnight, and not november seventh, this wasted like, a good five minutes.
I guess i'll go to sleep and read that bible.

(:

weekend

FRIDAY:
went to school, hung out with aileen the whole night, and alex, alex, phil, joe, and others, then went to pick up my brother, and then homee.

SATURDAY:
went to work, lunch with my grandma, helped aileen get ready while at work,
took brother to work, then at home, i watched Slumdog Millionare && The Women while folding foil. found out my dad painted my room blue. got my brother, went to ben's house and stopped by darryls.

SUNDAY
overslept. but thankfully Grace woke me up. rushed to Krispy Kreme for keyclub carwash. i'd say it went pretty well, and it was fun. got lovely tips. i never realized how fun(ny) people are. Carwashs are always better with boys in money boxers, midriff tops, with sweatbands holding our posters and dancing, and sneak attacks with the hose. and we washed a motorcycle and an ice cream truck, which gave us free ice cream. after, i took a nap for a while, dropped off my brother, committed carbocide with Angela, picked up Deby, now i'm blogging.

i don't wanna go to school tomorrow.

Changes

Some new, some kinda-new, some old.
I hope we're all making the right decisions and everything works out well,
cause sometimes, we don't stop and think about it.


This year will be interesting.

yaaay

for breezy nights (:

k so anyway,

Friday i went to the football game i didn't want to go to then helped set up for homecoming which i didn't even go to. But, i just love to help heather that much(:

Saturday did nothinn at work 'cept for eat too much and homework. Then aileen picked me up, and we hung out. Like Aileen said in her blog, we brainstormed, watched movie trailers, brainstormed somemoreee, went to Albertsons, then Montclair mall, and i accompanied her to a family party. At the mall, we watched a somewhat fashion show, got cookies, found a cholita's phone, and applied for jobs. I met a part of her family, and a girl that looked like miranda cosgrove, and a little girl with jokes! We found out who was a rose, found out what was in Bobby's World, went to the beach and around the world, and played all those other brainkiller games.

Sunday i woke up at ten, started laundry, surprisingly went to lunch with my brother and both my parents, got kevin's car, got goldilocks cakes and halo-halo(: went home and gave all my dogs a bath.

k yeaah night

i'm bored.

today, i woke up at seven, ate and got ready.
then i went to tita malou's, realized one of their dogs had puppies,
woke up ben cause i was bored, then i went with tita malou to work.
If ya know anyone who needs scrubs, you should buy em at the little store within the PNB next to the filipino store, if you're facin the stores, its on the left.
eff the one on the right, go to the left(:
Then my aunt went to run errands and left me there to sell stuff.
Apparently a lot of people don't like to buy scrubs on saturdays, so FAIL.
Around 11 my daddy brought me food. After about six hours, it was time to lock up everythangg and leave. i did that, and vivian texted me, cus she needed to come over.

So i came home to Vivian's smiling face in my house.
Then we chilled, ate, talked, etc.

Its saturday night and i'm not doing anything.
fml.

Rexy

this is my dog Rexy:

its not the greatest picture of him.
He's six years old, and has all his shots.
He's kinda old so he lays around a lot.
He's a good dogggy.

My mama doesn't wanna keep him, cus we have three other dogs.
and my brother and i don't want him to go to the pound.

So if you could please adopt him,
go ask ya parents,
then text me or somethin!

(:


and buy inhabited shirts too:
http://www.myspace.com/inhabitedapparel



YAH,K,THANKS,BYE!

cruisin'

http://s125.photobucket.com/albums/p43/abiiiiiii/summer/

white rabbit

Looking back at it made me realize, you're really not worth it.
Maybe when you grow up a little,
i won't consider you as immature,
and everything will be fine.

junior schedule

1)Computer apps TA- Wilson
2)Spanish II- Campbell
3)English AP- Hall
4)US History- Lua
5)Algebra II- Harris
6)Dance Production- Duffer

So dance and cheer have the same room, same period?
Hopefully there's no drama with that.

Tell me if we have the samee classes!
And according to Grace, i have first lunch.
oh andd, who want's to drop Chemistry for meee (:

real life

but then again...


my life is like what i see on tv.

J U L Y 23, 2 0 0 9

Happy Birthdaay Lisa Lee!

Link Crew training was the longest 10 hours split by two days of my life.
Summer's almost done :(


i missvivian kim.

Past week

was whatever.

i'm sixteen now.
and it all feels the same.
got some ice cream from mcdonalds :D
i've seen alli(:
i see abby too much.
chilled with alex and otherrs.
& tomorrow i'll see Miss Erika O'Campo.


only if Erica C was here, it woulda been NY Pre-K reunion $hit.

Since Friday July 10, 2009, we've had exactly ONE MONTH til school starts.
-__-

Happy Birthdaay

July 1- Erica Cristobal, Angelica L.
July 2- Alex Shin
July 4- Happy birthday America?
July 5- Jon Pingol
July 6- myself
July 7- Nikko
July 14- Tina Billedo
July 16- Abby Batuyong
July 23- Lisa Lee

* tell me ones i forgotsies (:

heeey baby

& Happy Father's Daaay !
(:

first week of summaa

was supaaa goood.

Mondaaay, went to six flags.
Tuesday, the beach, where i got dark and got a weird bracelet tan :/
Wednesday, saw most of the old seniors from dance company at Brittney C's pool party.
Wednesday night-Friday i spent at abbys.
Friday morning my mom was supposed to pick me up, but she forgot about me. FAIL. FML.
Saturdaaay, driving lesson in the morning. Aftaaaa went to go Father's day shopping with my brother. Drove through the mall to decide that we're not gunna get something there. So we went to Sports chalet, there we got distracted by body boards and fins and what not. but FINALLY, we gotta gift.
Headed back home, and rested for like half an hour.
Then my father and i went to upland to go look at cars.
then saw the nicest lookin celica i've ever seeen.
Now we're getttin it, and i gotta learn manual.
After, we stopped at my aunts small store within the PNB & ate hot pan de sal,
which was really good.
Once i got home, i slept for a good three and a half hours, which is kinda long.

Now i'm dying hair, and i needa wash it out.
nighttttt.

Happy Birthdaay

to Francis ! (:
even though you probably won't read this.

Tommors- Six Flagss
Tuesday, June 16- Beachh
Wednesday, June 17- Dance Company 08-09 Pool Party
Thursday, June 18- Day w/CAGA!
Friday, June 19- my calendar says hang out w/jon :(

June Gloom

i knoww june gloom doesn't rhyme, but it is gloomy, and it is june.
Left for dance retreat on Wednesday, after my last final.
Dance retreat was pretty fun, but tiringg.
i love the concept of our dance, but its a painful dance,
for me at least. :/
got closer to the girls on team, and got to know people a little better.
& this year, i'm a BIG sister.
well a littleBIGsister. i still don't know when or how i'm gunna tell her.

The ride back home was kinda scary.
The bus driver drove all extra fast down the mountain.
slowed down right when she got to the curve.
Everyone thought they were gunna die.
But, we made it down alive (:

After, i went home with Britt & her Barbie mama.
Then i got home, slept, and still sore.

Hopeully i won't be in much pain tomorrs.
i forgot it was summer.
Let's hang out !

Dance Company 09-10

CONGRATULATIONS!

barely keepin' up

The past few weeks have been going by so fast,
there's no time to caatcha breath, pause, and think about anything, or even sleep.
I fall into a deep sleep almost instantly after my head touches my pillow.
I no longer know what day of the week it is, what time of the day it is.
Everything just rushes past me.
Last Tuesday was the last dance practice for 08-09.
Exactly a week ago, was the Spring show, by the end of the night, everyone was crying cus we're all not ready to say Goodbye.
Now we're auditioning for new members, its a change we all need to realize is happening and get used to it.
The end of the school year is coming faster than i thought,
and it will be time for relaxation, a time for happiness to find me.
It can't find me now since i'm running with time.

don't worry abby

I'll have my own true happiness someday.

Dance Company 08-09

i LOVE you guys!

Tonights show was amazing and emotional.
Our last warm up together,
and our last show.
This year flew by way too fast.
I'll miss all the Seniors !
It's funny how before the senior piece started, heather starts crying,
by the end of the senior piece, jen, brit and heather are bawling their eyes out.
After the last dance, MOST of us cried, others 'sweat through their eyes'

Even though sophomore year was kinda suckish,
Dance Company helped get me through it.
I love you "retards," as others refer to us.
I love our loud, obnoxious, FAT team.
In the end, technique or routines don't matter; its all about having fun with people you love.
So in the end, love overpowers technique, struggles, and negative opinions.

well, i should finish this outline.
I'm thinkin only fifth and sixth peiod tomorrs.

White Rabbit

Just got done with my 27 minute conversation with the BEST, Erica Cristobal;
cus even when it's late at night in NY, she still answers my phone calls.

i love how we're across the country, but we still update each other.
She told me her kinda big news, and she listens to my complaints.
We both want cheese fries and ice cream.
Both sound goooood right now.

We also had a lame conversation about how if we were suicidal,
we wouldn't know how to kill ourselves. HAHAHA, we'ree weird.

well, i'm almost ready for prom,
all i needa do is wake up and get readdy tomorrow.


Well, i'm boreed, so i'm going to contiue watching the notebook

Cus i dance more than i sleep.

& you can see that in my eyes. :/

My weekend was filled with karaoke, dancing, jerking, making jerk videos, eating junk food all day everyday, waking up to amanda, gaby, and heather, waking up early, messy hotel rooms on the fifth floor, Competition, dirty looks,and stage faces.

It's weird with so many fun-loving people around you, making you laugh and have fun, you still feel lonely. First two days of the weekend i wanted to come home to see you, to make things good again. But since i talked to you, things got worse. Hopefully, things will get better.

Brittney & I have decided to become nuns, since God is the only man that loves us unconditionally.

Now back to other priorities like homework and finding a dress.

it's

hot.

i'm gunna get dark this week :[
star testing this week :[
Earth day.
& competition.

but i getta leave during fifth period on fridaaay!

since i'll be up for a while

might as well blog.

upp all night for this damn Antigone essay.
maybe if i did it two weeks ago, when it was assigned,
i couldaaa went taa sleeep.

but almost everyone in the world has carbone,
and almost everyone didn't do this essay.


but, i should go finish it, help everyone else.
then go to sleeep.

tomorrow's finally FRIDAY !

:)

antigone

school can end now, pleaseeee.

hello:
History Project
Antigone Essay
Sophomore Project
Biology Project
Key Club Sales & Activities
Competition clean-up rehearsals
COMPETITION.

at least i got to see angelaaa todaay!
That something that seems brighterr !


:)

time to work on that essaaay.

Easter Sunday

hellooo Resurrection Day!

Went to church extraaa early cus it got super crowded.
After mass, went home, did some homework.
i was taking one of the best naps of my life, then Aubrey has to call me.
After the wake up, i refreshed myself and went off to the Lao residence.
Kicked it there with Aubrey, Francis, Paul, Micah, Marites, Jeremy, Josh, Andrew, and met Joey and Nicole. Heard some real talkk then most of the boys left.
Ate a little, talked a lot with the girlss.
Played a prank on Paul.
The rest of the evening was chill.

Got home, finished homework.
Should be workin on essay or project.
I don't like schoool,
it could hurry up& end already!
Competition next weeekend -____-

i haven't posted in a while,
mostly cus there's nothing worth posting.
nothing supaaah exciting or really depressing.

today started off with my first driving lesson.
Then, i got home and did nothingg.
then, ML called, and for an hour and fifteen minutes we expressing how bored we were.
We even made up a ten question surveey !
at three o'clock, my maas dropped me off at ontario mills, where i met up with AJ and charnelle.

DRESS $HOPPING IS A BITCH
i dislike it.

AJ started off with zero dresses. Now she can't decide between two of them.
Black and white OR red? you tell her !

gott some candy to go and went back to aj's.
AJ showed me the other red dress, and Charnelle showed me her prom dress, which has pockets for her phonee !

Then we told monica to come over for another opinion, which didn't work out well, so we called over anothaa Manalo, Michael !
We still haven't established which dress. -____-

We kicked, kinda watched a scary movie, then michael got hungry and left, and monica didn't wanna walk home alone, so she left.
AJ and i ate, talked, and craccked jokes.

Today was a pretty chill daaaay.

but now i'm tireed, so NIGHT!

post-spring break

backk to school. :(

it was a longgg, windy daay.
of course i would forget to do one homework assignment,
but whatevvs, too tired to caree.
After school meetings make my mondays happier.
come back spring break, pleasee

10 weeksof school
8 weeks til Spring dance show
4 weeks til dance competition :/

SPRING BREAK

This was one of the best Spring Break's i've had.
i did somethinn evveryday of the week.
but now its come to an end :(
back to school, homework, state testing prep,state testing itself, & whatevaa else school makes me do.

Yesterdaay was a good way to end Spring Break.
woke up extra early for the beach, even though we we were unsure if we were gunna go.
Got to Lyn's casa around 10 cus ML told me too.
but the guys didn't pick us up til like, 10:30-11?
tried to persuade the guys to go to huntington, not santa monica.
Went to Godfrey's, saw his cute, but not as cute as mine, dogs.
Then to Lee's sandwhich's, and then finally to huntington beach(:
The water was cold, but we got used to it; we spent like two hours at the beach,
then decided to leave.
We met up at Alex's and kicked it there for a while.
Alex drew Godfrey's sadies shirt, with thug life on the back.
Godfrey left for Sadies, then we went off to Phil's house.
As we waited for his mama to come back, we had tea, ate sunchips and went on the computers.
Once she came back, we went to Chipoootle. & then i remembered i gave up rice for lent -___- but then we got Joghurt ! (:
Met up with Garret and Ryan, went to Albertsons, bought mashmallows, back to Phil's.
On the way everywhere we played the yellow-sex game and marshmallow.
At Phil's we playeed Chubby bunny and dare.

At the end of the night, Phil dropped of Lyn and me off to lyn's and Jen to her house.

Even though there's a few pictures, there's more videos.

BYE SPRING BREAK!

cus i'm lazy:
http://www.youtube.com/user/abiiiii
http://s125.photobucket.com/albums/p43/abiiiiiii/

soul remedies.

SPRING BREAKS ALMOST OVAAA :(

Thursday, i was abby's soul remedy.
i did some cheerin up, walkin, eatin some macncheese, mashed potatoes& chocolate macadamia ice creaam , talkin, FML-ABSin, kinda watchin twilight, the usuaaal, minus hair dyeee.
But i'm gladd i make at least one person happy ! (:

Fridaay
woke up at eleven, like i have this wholee week.
chilled at home for a while and schemed.
went to abby's casa, once again.
She got ready, i curled my hair and sang-a my song-a,cus i was boreed-a.
We went to the mall to go $hoppin for my mama's birthdaay gift.
$pent around 60-70. But s'all worth it cus she deserves it !
After, we ate.
Met up with Francis and Zain at the library.
& "waited" for nikko.
then whaata surprise!
Paul asked abby to prom! (:
Then Francis, Zain, abbs, and i watched the haunting in conneticut,
which isn't that scarry, to me at least.
After the movie, we saw Michael, then Nicole& company !
Caught a ride with Nicole, which was our hang out of spring breaaak !
It was a funn ride, "make left!" hahaa.
it caught onn !

Finished off the night with abby's casa, pretzels, special k bars, almost goin to a party, and now bloggin.

GOODDNIGHT!
let's enjoy the rest of breaak (:

beach tomorrow !

wastes of time, wasting time.

i had a pretty chill wednesdaay.

abby and grace came over.
we got bored, walked to Brians, waited a whole five minutes for him,
then Pow came to the rescuee!
We ate Pow's food, took pictures on his Macbook, and helped Pow fix his carr.
After learning about suspensions, macbook, ice cream, pudding, sinigang, hostess cakes, hello pandas, granola bars, and djing, we took Grace home.
On a stop at the gas station, there were like four unnecessary police cars for one man.
After we got Grace safely home, we got jack in the box; gotta love oreo milkshakees(:
on the way to abby's, we saw Ryan and Audrey in their car, had a nice hello, waves, and chit-chat.
We stayed at abby's for a while, then it was my turn to get dropped off.
On the way home, Pow and I had a catch-upp talk.

Overall, it was a pretty good daay.

So far, Thursday is a bad start.
Hopefully it will get better.
(:

i think i'll just go to sleep, no one to talk to tonigght :(

tuesdaays

i had a lovely tuesday with my brother, Deby, and otherrs.

started off with Deby's house, eyebrows, back to Deby's.
ate some cookies, and chilled for a while.
Then we went to Boiling Crab with Deby's cousins.
JR, Ben, and Kim realized it was their mom's birthday, so they flaked.
after that, we went back to Deby's.
Instead of watching a movie, Debbs and I decided to get pedicures.
They provided yummy tea at the salon (:
Next was the T-mobile store, where my brother was about to get a new phone, but didn't.

Back to Deby's for a while, then to JR's.
i saw Kim, who is now taller than me -_____-
& her mama gaave me a fifty $$$ gift card to Forever XXI.

Now i'm at home, boreeed.
Who throws parties on random tuesdaaays?!
But whatevsiess(:

time for someee sleeep!

oh heey Spring Break

gotta love saturdays with cousinsss !

Started off saturday with thee dentist; My wisdom teeth are coming in :(
Then went grocery shoppinn for mamaas.

Had boring afternooon then off to Gel's house in the evening.
Met Ron and Lexus, and watched superbad, and SciFi channel.
They have somee weird ass movies on SciFi!
Krista left and tita ann had the funniest face when she thought the boys went to the bathroom together.

After Lexus and Ron left, Gel and Camille tried learnin to jerkk. haha, you'll show her up!
Then we devise a plan to get out of the house.
Gotta love locked doors, music, and windows!
First we went to some kinda-party.
it was kindaa boring so we went off to La Puente.
Saw somee familiar faces and took a few pictures. We left arround one.
and headed to Lexus' casa. Had some coco pebbles and more SciFi moviess !
We snuck back in around three.
The dogs just had to bark and wake tita ann up.
Gel hid in the kitchen, Camille in the bathroom, and me in Gel's room.

Once it was clear, me and gel raced for camille's room, had the fastest change and went back to Gel's room.
Tita ann comes in and asks why we're awake and we say we're hungrry.
i love weekends with cousins.

a pretty good way to start spring breaak.
i hope the rest of Spring Break is as exciting.
let's makee planss ! ;)

my weekend

this weekend was one of the best i've had in a while.
which is good, cus i needed one.

Fridaay, i hung out with abby.
did the usual, food and hair dye.
we also went through rialto, SB, and colton. saw 7 pawn shops, a motel filled with tipee rooms, and abby's future car, or bus.

Saturday started off with a noon trip to angelica and camille's casa. my cousins have the weirdest cravings for broccoli, plums, and nectarines. Then we got ready to go to a family party. The family party included a long, treacherous walk to Row's house cus she was too lazy to walk half way, thanks row!
The family party was followed by Krystal's party. it was alright, saw the usual people and met new ones. After Krystal's we headed off to Paul's house. I learned Micah drives dangerously! Chilled outside his casa, in the cold, for what felt like two hours.
Then we finally left for Riverside. 120mph, illegal turns, ran a red light, and we're there ! It was fun, except for my parents callin me every ten minutes.
My punishment for lying and being home late: fifteen dollars less allowance, and be home at ten. That's not even badd, i'll live. (:

This weekend was good considering this weeks bussaaay schedule:
Monday - Officer meeting
- Study
Tuesday - CAHSEE english
- Dancer's Showcaase Dress Rehearsal
Wednesday - CAHSEEmath
-Dancer's Showcase
Thursday - Spanish test
- History Benchmark
- Math Test
- Dancer's Showcase
Friday - sleeeeepsleepsleepsleep.

George Gray

I have studied many times
The marble which was chiseled for me --
A boat with a furled sail at rest in a harbor.
In truth it pictures not my destination
But my life.
For love was offered me and I shrank from its disillusionment;
Sorrow knocked at my door, but I was afraid;
Ambition called to me, but I dreaded the chances.
Yet all the while I hungered for meaning in my life.
And now I know that we must lift the sail
And catch the winds of destiny
Wherever they drive the boat.
To put meaning in one's life may end in madness,
But life without meaning is the torture
Of restlessness and vague desire --
It is a boat longing for the sea and yet afraid.

Edgar Lee Masters

yesterday

what a wonderful fridaaay !
waking up early kinda sucked, but it was all worth it!

got to abby's around 7:15, no late day for us !
as we waited for brian, abby's flower broke, Abby woke up Darryl late, and Ml wouldn't wake up. Finally, Brian came with the pretty scarves on his seats ! Then we were off to Rancho High School. On the way, knowing my luck, a cupcake's frosting got on me -___- but s'all good, that's what buttons on cardigans are for (:

finally got to Rancho & met with Paul, also saw Erwin.
We went to G203. go up the stairs, to the class, no teacher there! so we went to key club, which was downstairs.. Telling people i transferred there was my entertainment of the morning. Then we went back up the stairs to G203. There's a teacher there luckily, but it wasn't the right class :( so we asked her and find the correct class. we walk to H03 Thanks Jon for telling us the wrong class !
we drop off the stuff, i see best friend alli ! then we find brian and head to etiwanda.

we desperately wanted to be late, so we make a stop at starbucks. Goodmorning banana bread (: We finally get to school, and i am two minutes late -____-
School went by fast, after i meet up with abby. First we get her confiscated cellular device. In the dean's office i learned you have to have your parent to get your confiscated beanie.

Then we pick up Alvin, abby's little brother. When we saw him, he looked super hungry, he had his head tilted all the way back with the cheeto bag in his face. We finally got ready for the fashion show super fast while eating our quesadillas.

Finally off to Santa Monica. stupid gps got us lost, somewhat, we showed up late. but the part of the show was very nice. the theme was pretty much Barbie. and happy belated birthday Barbie. also, i want Barbie's eyelashes. haha.

After the show, we ate at some buffet in west covina. There we were, in our dresses, eating, facing the tv so we could watch the laker game. On the way home, had one of the best naps of my life !

Finally got home around ten.

jealousy

gets to us all.

& so does illness, but i'm not all that sick.

eye 3?

the pass two days have been super tiring.
learning dances, practice,rally run throughs, homework&essays,four hours of sleep, at school before seven, rally itself.

my legs hurt like crazy, and i should get some sleep. but NAAAAAH.

today was better than the rest.
only go to half of my classes, amazing people.
i supposedly dance like a "black girl"
created a handshake with Chanel.
Chanel is not a single lady anymore, and let me get at that cupcake secret !
I finally found out what Grace, Aja, and Cory's secret wass, too.
but no cupcake from Grace :(

After school, i stayed at abby's casa for a while.
& Chanel came over !
we had plenty of stories and laughs.
and that gay movieee, The Eye 3.
-____- funniest, Japanese, non-scariest movie ever.

Little Kid: "Have you seen my report card?"
Guy: [kicks little kid]
Little Kid: [starts crying]
Guy: "I'm sorry, I thought you were a ghost !"

that movie also had some crazy ghost things, and a girl with a long ass tongue slapping monks' foreheads! wtheck, craziness.

i miss rally.
let's do it again !
sophomores and juniors should of won.
but at least juniors won first rally (:

well, time to get off and resst (:

nightsss.

secret life

the secret life of an american teenager is about some pregnant high schooler.
so when this show airs in other countries, those countries are gunna think every girl in america, that's in high school is pregnant.

Thanks creators of The Secret Life of an American Teenager.
&& that title is waaaay tooo damn long!

anywho. after school practices everyday this weeeeeek. -_____-
today and wednesday, rally practice. & i REALLY need it.
tomorrs, regular dance practice.
thursday, backwards rally !
then FOUR-day weekend !

Friday- hang out with alli (:
Saturday- Valentines day.

too bad i have no valentine.
oh wellls.

this is a short blog, cus i have too much to do.

two

two days ago i said how i missed how things used to be.
i never realized how much it really applied.

but i guess things change,people change, time goes by.

i miss

miss miss miss,
last year and the years before that.

miss talkin' to angela, lisa, and alli on the daily.
i miss that one point in my life when everything was GOOD !
that one point in my life when i thought it was perfect.
but i guess good does not last as long as you wish.
now all i can do is wait and be patient.
expect the unexpected.
and accept the unexpected.

mm, can't wait til the six weeks of summer vacation.
its short, but something.
& ericaaaa is coming back !

something to look forward too (:

ten days

ten days since my first post? oh, well.
school keeps a person well occupied. sometimes i wish i was one of those people who didn't care about their grades, but i'm not. i hope this semester i'll keep my grades up. esp in english just cus writing is killin me. since when was there a formula for a body paragraph and eight sentences was the minimum? its kinda easy, i'm just feelin lazy. but i will NOT slack off because i will NOT make the twenty people with an F in english, twenty-one. for once this week, i'm done with my homework pretty early (:

everyday seems consistent. wake up, go to school, come home, etc. nothing really out of the ordinary happens. nothing great enough to make me say my day was great. honestly, the hilight of my day was key club. more specifically, aaron's speech as he was running for treasurer. that may not seem like the funnest thing in the world, but that's just how changeless my days are.

i hope this semester, or this year, i'll find something or someone to make my day great or even amazing.

firsst

First blog.
First crazy night.

yesterday was pretty fun-- at least, for a while.
never expected police. never expected visiting the hospital.
but, everythings calming down now.
until our dads find out.
at least the girls in this family look out for each other.

back to chino this afternoon, sorry alli for flaking on you.
maybe next weekend?

whadda hectic night last night, we should all just rest.